oh gosh

i just submitted my cca application form=.=
okie, i feel weird again
i mean, i placed CO as my core cca, but also added in Environment club as a second cca.
hmm, and my subject combi will MOST LIKELY be Bio, Chem, Math and CSC h1.
great. not like i got a choice anyway.
everyone tells me Bio and Chem are both heavy in content, so do i still have time for a second cca?
as in, for someone as slow as me... i will probably need to spend twice the amount of effort to memorize the same thing as everybody else...
but then, im interested T.T
I  want to contributing to the environment! T.T
okie, sounds very weird, i know, but its true:(
but i love CO too!!
so i cant possibly give that up right...?
ahhhhhhhh... im sad:(
cos 我自相矛盾..
i need to study very hard in SH to catch up... then plus the fact that i want 2 ccas..
as in, they said it will only be on thursday morning, but i think it would be more than that...
hais.
i dunno what to dooooo
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hais, nvm, since i have already submitted, i shall give it a try..
and for now, i think i should start on my 作文和应用文 >.<
eeekks.